well, spencer is for sure going to arizona.
he leaves on the 3rd of september,
he might not be staying for good, but he probably is, which means him and i will be in a long distance relationship.
i don't know if i'm going to be able to handle that, but i guess we'll see.
we've been fighting so much recently, and it's bad.
i don't know what to do, i don't want to lose him but i also don't know if i am mentally stable enough to be in a relationship with someone.
i am so obessed with losing weight, being thin, calories, all that shit.
this disorder is just ruining my life.
even though it doesn't always feel like it.
and on that note, si